"The Power of Perseverance: How I Stayed Motivated to Finish My First Manuscript in a Year"

Chapter 3: My Accountability "Partner"

Once I decided to write my novel, NaNoWriMo (National Novel Writing Month) became my best friend. They were my accountability partner. I set my goal for the total word count I wanted and the time frame. This was my main driving force. In addition to using the tracking resources within NaNoWrimo, there were 3 main questions I asked myself to assure I would not falter on my writing journey.

1. Why do you want to write this story?

2. How will this work help you or others?

3. What do I want to achieve from my work?

These were the three most difficult questions for me to answer and the most impactful. It was not all sunshine and rainbows as I wrote throughout the year. I transitioned from a hospitality position in HR back to the classroom as an Academic Interventionist. This was mind altering as I suffered from severe anxiety and PTSD from previous school locations. But this would not alter my course. Which lead me to the answer to my first question.

Why did I need to write this story? I needed the story for my own mental health and self-care. It was my escape from reality and distraction from all that was buzzing in my head. On my worst days "Solasta" saved me. I could escape into the Scottish Highlands and create fairy portals with a maniacal dark fae with a grand escape.

The second question I needed to answer was how would my book help others or myself. The creation of this blog is how I have decided to answer this question. I want other individuals to know they can do this. The first round may be difficult but if you have a Sherpa guide the journey will be fulfilling. As I continue to work through the final stages of self-publishing my novel I will share my journey. The pitfalls I encountered and the amazing resources that I found.

The final question I needed to answer was what did I want to achieve. This was my biggest motivator. Superficially I want to be on the New York Times best seller list. Deep down this is my legacy. I want my children and grandchildren to know how much of a rockstar I am. To never be limited or torn down by others. To pursue their dreams no matter the odds. In addition I need this to work. It is my side hustle. As an educator the salary is not the best but I have a passion for teaching. I want this to be my retirement plan. My legacy will provide for my family long after I am gone and hopefully inspire them to reach for the milky way.